Message to the Atom circle (and everything/one it represents)

Hello, how have u been? =)

I'm sorry for being out of touch.
I don't seem to see you much anymore.
I'm sorry for that because I know I should be making a bigger effort.

Our relationship...is not bad but its not great either.
It pains me to think I don't have much time left with you.
So much that I wish I could rewind time just to do things over again.

But time does not reverse.
I've learnt the brunt of that lesson recently.
I think the thing I hate most is that I didn't rely on you more.
I've almost by choice alienated myself.
And yet you still welcome me with open...arms...(lol electron circles?) -science fail-

Today I sat in the empty circle for a whole period.
Although no one was there, the place echoed with all the memories I've shared in that circle.
I was not lonely.
I was home.
This place will always be where the people I hold closest to my heart are.

~~~

I love you guys.
So much.
I'm sorry that I've been the way I am.
It's embarrassing that I even made you guys worry about it, even if you are my friends.
Thank you for all the support that I don't deserve,
for giving so much to me when all I do in return is take.

And I'm sorry that despite being the oldest sister I've been the one needing babysitting.
I've failed as the oldest (and biggest) atom.

I don't have much to offer in return,
just that I will try my hardest to make the best memories in these last three months with you.
Thank you, thank you in a way that I can't even start to express in words.

I love you my babies! <3

hello fellow peeps!
steph asked me to link the countdown timer to hsc
So here it is [clickeh]

Haha I know the font is gross... but my friend found/made it for me
So I'll just use this one for now. Ceebs to make one myself.
But if anyone makes a prettier one... Link please :D

WOOOOOOOHHH!!!

Kind of in an appreciative mood so here's a big hug for everyone.

I hope any troubles go away and I wish everyone happiness. (:

We can do this. -nod-

wow okay.

so what happened here?
summer '10-'11
last summer school holidays.
let's use them well (:

hey guys

it's kind of been a while..
a long while..
how're you all?
prelims are ending soon.
time to party hard, last time before ... you know.
i feel like we're strangers again. but i don't want to be.
so please.. let's stay together, especially in the hard times.

i love you guys.
so much.

i just wanted to say that (:
<3

RENWEEEEB! :D

Happy birthday little one! Finally 16! Hahaha.
I love you lots babe, thanks for being amazing and just awesome in general.
Still remember the good times we had in Year 7, still got that purple laughing bag you gave me. Hahahaha. Love you lots and lots because you are amazing ... What a descriptive person I am (:
Hope you had a spectacularly amazingly wonderful day today! the sun shone, just for you, at recess today. So, yeah, thanks for that. Haha :P
I'm not good with expressing myself, I'm sorry. But you are definitely something words can't describe, you precious child you. I love you baby! Hope you had a good day today, surprised or not :P
<3 you lots bubby(:
~Staaaaan!