my first ever blog post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As you can tell from the title this is my first ever blog post
so I just wanted to say hi to everyone
and I'm new at this so just give it a bit more time,
even though i probably wont blog much

and just by reading whats on this page just taught me that
I should probably read the blog more often *whoops*
no wonder I am always so out of the loop, sorry guys :(
and I should blog more often too...ill try but just letting you know
Im more of a telling to your face than a blogger so yeah....

also want to say i love you guys (atoms family)(although i guess this extends to most randoms who happen to be reading this blog)
and happy easter even though I will try and say this in person

:))shirleyyyy (just in case you didnt know)

:D

I <3 YOU :D

thursday

senior dance.
party out.
destress.

hope to see you there<3
time out of school together, sounds good yesno?

sorry for being away so much.
when's the last time we all kinda sat down as a group and talked?
year 11 is hectic as, with someone always having to run off and do things.
i'm sorry.
sorry for not being dedicated.
sorry for being so sour.
sorry for caring only about my problems.
sorry for never thinking of you guys.
sorry. just.. sorry.
the number of times i have apologised to you guys, the number of times i have said how much i loved you.. i do mean it, i just think i say it a lot. but, i just want you all to know.
i love you.
and you. and you. haha<3
i really will try harder. the ups and the downs. please help me through the downs and when (if) you need some one, i will be there, plans or not.
the ups will just come, i hope.
i'm so well and truly sorry for being such a bad friend and for never being around, even when you needed someone. even if someone else was there, i wasn't, and i'm sorry.
i don't know why. pms. yesno?
please give me a second chance, ne?
<3

Exerciseeeeeeee D=

Omgsh guysssssss I really need exercise =_= .
Like , I know I'm not fat ( am only getting there xD ) , but it feels really blah not doing anything ._. .

Steffu and I wanna go jogging on Monday mornings .
Chime if you like :) .

Also , Shirley and I wanna go swimming someday maybe after school ?
I dunno . Hope we end up going !
Just after school is busy nowadays =S .

... And anything else you guys wanna do ?
:)

MidKnight - AJ Rafael .

there's this place it's called home
but for me i dont know where to go
i dont know what im supposed to be
or who i am i feel so damn lost in the cold

there's this thing called the heart
well mine beats in the rhythm of the dark
i cant find what my purpose is or who i am
i feel so damn lost in this world

saving the world's not enough
maybe if i knew a little more about love
than i could finally find who i am
and then you'll agree--
there's more to me than what you see

<33

rahrahrah!

It's been a while, crocodile. Raaah.

Apologies for being busy, ne. I have like whut. 4 full lunchtimes & 1 full recess? It sucks not spending more time with you guys. Yuck. But hey, even when I do hang around, it's awesome. Just love seeing you guys smile and make fools of yourselves! ;D But yar, srsly. You're all silly people whom I love and appreciate veeeeery much. :)

Year 9..

I just remembered that time at our (Practice?) DoE walk, when the 9 Stoned Crabs were squashed into the one tent, going around in a circle saying what we expected our 'dream guys' to be like and what our ideal dates would be.
I don't exactly remember everyone's responses, but, yeah. It made me laugh.
how far we've come from our little Year 9 selves.
What with 4 crabs being in a relationship now (short and long-term).
Think back to what you said back in our tent, and think about now. Any changes? Did you get what you want?
I'm thankful for the funtimes we've had together over the course of high school and I'm thankful for all the good times to come (:
I'm thankful that we could all be brought together and see each other grow up, mentally and physically..? Haha. (:
And on that, I love you all, just the same, if not more (:
<3
(And also on that note, why did we name ourselves the 9 Stoned Crabs..? And then the Atoms Family? Hahaha. Love you guys, seriously<3)